Behind my house "Cat Jump Park"

Behind my house "Cat Jump Park"
Behind my house "Cat Jump Park"

Sunday, February 10, 2013

I screw up myself!

I walk myself like block for used to be many years but after I had sick for over one years.
which I had sick for over one years. starting to hurt ind  I was in shock myself. and I had no idea what I was realistic that (I didn't even know what had happened my life I never really cried for me self  until decade later)
but I would find myself  crying most then was appropriate for other people I hardly knew other way in the my emotions all over the people and media emotions all over the peoples.
I would have questioned my choices and not I cant in private to avoid accountability.

The big question is what I do other written the excuses  written down delete the ridiculous  one's.
Maybe this is where I am always going wrong my most likely to fail the I want it all and I want it now mentality of always looking for the short cat to reach a goal.
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                                          Millie and jack has send me a beautiful present!



                                             

10 comments:

Michiko Johnson said...

Please coming to read how I thinking about everyday... my writing tonight!
Thank you my friends...
Michiko

Joe said...

Putting the past behind us and stepping away from the grief over some decisions is a difficult though necessary step. I know you've overcome some great obstacles to get where you are today...let that encourage you my friend. Love the gift you got, it doesn't get much more personalized then that!

Beth said...

You are a very courageous person Michiko and we all love you!

Hugs,
Beth

BostonBoy said...

We're all behind you Michicko. You have friends all over the world.
Love the plate.

Yamada Miyako said...

Dearest Michko-san
Yes, we are all admire you for your effort☆☆☆
日本から応援しています。 素敵なプレゼント、ご家族もみちこさんをバックアップしていらっしゃいますね♡♡♡

Sending you lots of love and hugs from Japan, xoxo Miyako*

Tamago said...

You are making great progress, Michiko san!
I love the present you got from Millie and Jack. They are very sweet!

Lo said...

Hi Michiko

I hope you are well, as you can see I have started my blog again

I know it has been a long time, I don't think it will be everyday like before but I will try at least a few times a week and see how it goes

I hope you will visit and leave a message or something in my guest book

Love as always
Lo xx

Martha said...

DEar Michi, we all screw up, and then we find the way. :) Such a beautiful present from Millie. :)

Rhapsody Phoenix said...

blessings.....
One day at a time, be patient with yourself, have compassion for yourself and forgive yourself your limitations.

We all have them....

Stay blessed.
peace.
Rhapsody
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Lo said...

Hi Michiko

Stop beating yourself up, you can only do what you can do, at our age we have to be thankful we are still breathing

Stay happy and positive

Lo xxx