which I had sick for over one years. starting to hurt ind I was in shock myself. and I had no idea what I was realistic that (I didn't even know what had happened my life I never really cried for me self until decade later)
but I would find myself crying most then was appropriate for other people I hardly knew other way in the my emotions all over the people and media emotions all over the peoples.
I would have questioned my choices and not I cant in private to avoid accountability.
The big question is what I do other written the excuses written down delete the ridiculous one's.
Maybe this is where I am always going wrong my most likely to fail the I want it all and I want it now mentality of always looking for the short cat to reach a goal.
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Millie and jack has send me a beautiful present!
