I remember worrying myself sick about what might happen if my attack progressed, which ensured that it did Eventually I realised as what always happened was it blew it up. writing hear the I just ended up tried. When I had all my friend on but too hot days I still hard then I like to get to over with feel that I work hard of waste of energy much better to put that energy to use actually
but it seemed like a pretty sincere of fear Do you worry about just how sad I might be alone again tomorrow, It would be better still.incredibly resilient There's an old joke about the point of aloneness will give you the opportunity to drill down into your disturbing emotions, your attachments wouldn't be as bad And the day after tomorrow, it would be better still.
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Michiko san
koutsu jiko ni atte taihen deshitane. ima Michiko san ha ogennkini kurasete yokattadesu.
karada taisetsuni mainichi akaruku kurashite kudasai ne.
Happy day to you, Michiko san!
I tend to worry too much but try not to.
I hope you had a good weekend. Did you get to play golf? Wish you a happy new week!
Dearest Michiko san,
Well, we should above all not drag ourselves down and only worry.
All aspects of life do have a good side as well. Being alone nowadays is by far not the same as 40 years ago.
We have social media, we can reach out and connect with loved ones, even via FaceTime and it's almost like you can touch each other.
Maybe having a pet is an option, it gives you a lot of joy. Don't know if you have had any...
My Grandmas also lived alone for more than 20 years so that is a tough route at times but with visits from children and grandchildren it is pleasant.
You at least play golf, I cannot play golf... never learned that and the previous generations didn't play golf.
Walking, biking there are lots of things to do.
Hope you are able to drive your car as that would cut down on your mobility!
Sending you sweet hugs!
Mariette
PS Your late husband was also quite a lot of years older than you - just like the almost 22 years difference between Pieter and me. That maybe prepared us better for life solo...?!
Good Day to you dear Sis. I am alone too here in my home except for Katie. Sometimes I wish that were not so but other times, mot time, it is just fine with me. I will send Kate to you. She can drive by herself. xxooxx
Sis, Katie, Miyuki and Victoria
Dearest Mariette san!
My life nowadays by far not the same as 40 years ago All my grandchildren are very happy kids do have to do with study fantastic idea of my home too. I need to biking are very good idea for me. Let hope another few years ...
With both of you had love day!
Michiko
Dearest Mariette san!
My life nowadays by far not the same as 40 years ago All my grandchildren are very happy kids do have to do with study fantastic idea of my home too. I need to biking are very good idea for me. Let hope another few years ...
With both of you had love day!
Michiko
Dearest Michiko san,
Yes, I DO understand that and it can be very hard at times to keep going, to keep pushing yourself and to motivate yourself. But you have to! Letting go only will lead to a very fast down spiraling and to bad health.
A big hug!
Mariette
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